SHELLS SUCK!

Sometimes I feel like I am falling forever
FALLING
FALLING
FALLING
And falling some more.

My eyes are dry from being so wet
My head is aching from too many thoughts
My confusion grew a few inches
And I feel so fucking stuck!

I hate being in a shell that I have no control over
I hate being healthy and always coming out unhealthy
I hate having the focus on things that really shouldn't matter
I hate that I am not my own
And that whoever does own me, is making me feel and look like
SHIT.

Yeah, I know...
My attitude sucks and I should love myself so much more
But for this moment, I so very hate my shell.